What Is
Raindrops trickle down
On the trough between our hands
Freezing and prying
Apart a bridge long held firm:
Our nature erodes what is
Raindrops trickle down
On the trough between our hands
Freezing and prying
Apart a bridge long held firm:
Our nature erodes what is
“Good morning, my love.”
“I’ll be out tonight. Don’t wait.”
“Out with your friends?” “Yes.”
five seven and five—
these words carelessly stewing
Incomprehensive
Not ev’ry second
is a highlight, Jessie J,
Not ev’ry second
the absolute worst
part about parting ways is:
the ones that lurk, the
creeping things, welcome you back
back to your dark recesses
Sleep, dear, fleeting sleep, in
such small portions you seep
into my world as I am curled
up hoping my sanity I can
keep. Oh snoozing is not
losing when in my mind I dream. I
am at peace under the sheets, the
landscapes agleam. Precious
dozing, as not so closed
in, all my fears I can
not see. I am the narrator, I am the
creator, all the stories are for me. So I am drifting
the weights are lifting from my shoulders not hunched. Sweet
serenity, calm amenity, no nerves bunched.
no smoking
within twenty feet of this building
muffled cough
fuck strangers
with the lights turned off
silent climax
bring words
to a gun fight
bang bang you’re dead
Before we were con men
sole-proprietors grifting past doors
with a silver-tipped tongue
we believed in a sweeping love
that collapses the ground
beneath our feet.
We were peddlers of promises
reduced to white snakes
dripping wet with guilt
as we poison others:
Pinning down their arms
& stuffing unsuspecting throats
with hollowed words.
I’m a wooden mannequin
peering, fingers splayed forward,
through the glass hoping for someone
to look back
to look back
and notice
me
this vestigial love controls my mind
though deeply suppressed it leaves me dismayed
surreptitious desire of hearts combinedin another life if the stars aligned
entwined despite chaos of heart betrayed
this vestigial love controls my mindan opulent craving hard to confine
caged only by logic’s…
i feel you clinging
to the edges of my mind
refusing to fade
snickering as you escape
between fingers between thoughts
I haven’t had one of these in a while, though I assure it’s not because I’ve forgotten. The last batch of poems, I’ve felt—both technically and aesthetically—have not improved much. And for that I’m proud, as the marks of a fulfilled writer are measured not with numbers, nor the proximity in which he hugs to a certain marking scheme or structure, but on the amount of rushed snippets of ink rendered on crunched napkins and unsticky post-it notes.
2011 has been my maturing year, despite staying for grade 13 in highschool. Though, solidified my goals as a writer. I’ve decided on someday writing a book in tandem with whatever the future brings. I feel like my desire to write one is akin to wanting to have a child, but with more paper cuts, and, surprisingly, more shed tears throughout the nights. Granted that it would be just as rewarding.
Then the question balloon-popped up: What genre will I write?
I hope that sticking to the purity of my blog (which is to religiously post/re-post poetry—though if you scroll down low enough, you’ll find a tincture of comedic pictures and GIFs from before I decided the direction of this blog) will help me decide the genre of my first or several books. I do find the spy-thriller genre and other bourne-esque books increasingly enticing. Really though, the sky is barely the limit for me and all other aspiring writers in the world. We all really just keep making bounds in our art; as Northrop Frye says: Creativity, the ingenuity of the mind, is limitless and expands in every direction.
stars they are
will-o-wisps buried
behind clouds
waiting to burst
and disperse
in an array of dust
or fall shooting down
(river) like tadpoles